“Past never discriminates, it haunts everyone equally.”
There’s no discrimination, no reservations, no rich and no poor, past is never biased. The agony is equal. No matter what’s your religion, your caste, the colour of skin you posses. The demon of past will posses you all, haunt and you destruct you.
But don’t you think, you give it the liberty to do whatever it wants to do with you. It’s upto you if you want to be a puppet of your past and make it rule your present and future, or take matters in your own hand, snatch the remote control of your life and live like you want it to, live like you desire, live you craved for your all life.
You must be thinking. ‘Easier said than done’. I second that.
But you’re not here for easy things, are you? No you’re not. You’re not, when you won the race for life, race of million sperms to get birth. Why? To suffer? No, to live. Now when you’re here remember, “when life gets tough, tough gets going.”
Everything will heal with time, mind my words EVERYTHING. You must be thinking that I am exaggerating it, but no believe me everything will be fine. You Just have to give yourself time, it takes time to heal a scratch, and here you’re all wounded, but they’ll heal too. It will take time to settle the numbness you’re dwelling in, and when it’ll settle, you’ll feel again, you’ll live again.
Again I know it would be difficult, but things are never easy, life is never easy, people go through worst but still they choose to keep going. Because they know they’ve been through shit, now they’ve to seek reward from it.
Life is like Mathematics never easy, hard to solve, and X will always bother you (pardon the lame metaphor and pun.) You’ll go through everything – heartbreak, shattered dreams, future in oblivion, depression, unrequited love, lost job, failure etc. Everything will damage you enough to pull you down and trap you in abyss of misery. Yes, It hurts, it hurts alot, seeing your life slipping away from you, when every hope diminish, when your love is being embraced by someone else, when you see them happy and you are not the reason behind it anymore. Yes it breaks you.
But life is all about this, it will churn you. The temporary emotions will go away, and permanent emotions will acquire the place. Your life will settle down. You just have to fight your way out, you just have to tackle all the hurdles infront of you.
You’ll chase your dreams and get what you desire, a good future, a good job. Those seeking for love, will find the right person, but this time you’ll be conscious, as you’ve been hurt in past because you were impulsive in choosing the right person for yourself. It’s not bad to be insecure, insecurities comes along with pain.
But remember someday, somewhere, someone will touch your soul, like you’ve craved for, have faith in yourself, in world, in love. Somebody will embrace you soon..
“Life is not about looking for shelter in the storm, life is about dancing in the rain. Shrieking – I am the Storm…”
Just keep going. Believe me, you’re strong. You’re beautiful.